Saturday, February 21, 2009

how do you know when they have givin up??

im sittin here on my floor listing to music. its 10:43 and my mom has been up for the past 3 hours, and has not said one word to me yet. i woke up at 6 and went for a run, come home and shower, and is just sittin around. she comes down and starts to yell at me already. she wont look at me, she wont talk to me, the only thing she knows how to do is to yell at me and make me do things. she tells me everything i do is a waste of time, and im going to go no where in life. when your own mother tells you that it hurts cuz like everything i do, i know will help me in someway when im older. i have played soccer for 10 years now and this high school season is going to be our best ever, you know how many games she went to of mine, she has been to one of my games. and thats only cuz my dad went. its now so bad when it gets to the point when they lie to me saying the car is not home, so i ahve to find a ride home, but when i get home the car is sitting in front of the house. i dont know if they are just getting lazy or if its just me, have they givin up on me. BUT me being me, most of you know that i dont show how i feel, i dont act how i feel, and i dont need anyone there for me, i can get where i am going, with people behind me, or i can do it alone. it really dose not hurt me
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4 comments:

  1. Michael-Joel LaCombeFebruary 21, 2009 at 12:18 PM

    I think you should have a conversation with your parents about your feelings and tell them how your perceptions of how they feel affect you.

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  2. caroline!(:February 21, 2009 at 10:56 PM

    first of all i love you. :) i don't care if you say that you don't need people there for you, cause i still will be, and i hope you know that.

    your parents love you, they just have a lot of stress to deal with and they end up putting it out on you. i'm sure they're very proud of you and all you've done and are doing; they just have trouble expressing it.

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  3. Someone From The DarkFebruary 24, 2009 at 5:46 PM

    Tell them what you think.

    I cannot stress this enough; PARENTS CAN BE DUMB ABOUT EXPRESSING THEIR FEELINGS. I know that mine have been in the past, actively are, and sure-as-hell will in the future. Tell them everything, pour your heart out.

    It's good to be self-reliant, but one has friends for a reason.

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  4. KiDD_KONSPiRACyMarch 17, 2009 at 8:17 PM

    wow..very interesting

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