quizes about me.

You are headstrong and courageous. You are willing to take a risk with crazy odds.You tend to be a bit impatient as well. You will push for what you want.


At Your Highest:You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.At Your Lowest:You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.In Love:You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.How You're Attractive:You are very affectionate and inspire trust.Your Eternal Question:"Am I Respected?"


You are extremely self reliant and autonomous.You are definitely into doing your own thing.But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it.You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly.


Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious.You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way.You are curious about the world. You love doing something new.In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from.You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.




You're brave, impulsive, and gutsy - loving challenges.You act first and think later. And you're not afraid to speak up.You are confident, so much so that you can be a bit bossy at times.Whether people like it or not, you always stand up for yourself.At Your Best: You are heroic, courageous, and ready to change the rules of the world. A true leader and inspiration.At Your Worst: You intimidate, fight, or threaten to get your way. And you won't back down.Your Fixation: LustYour Primary Fear: Being harmed or controlledYour Primary Desire: To be independent and self sufficientOther Number 8's: Donald Trump, Courtney Love, Pablo Picasso, Fidel Castro, and Rosie O'Donnell.

music at this very moment

this is the old cover, but i cant find there new one. im listing to there new song let it go, and ashley. now i do not like the new lead singer of this band i miss the old one. but damn do these songs get get me.

" if i let it go, if it let this go, if i let you go, wll my scares still show??

moods,

when somesays they are happy, dose that meanthat everything in their life is going the want the
want it too??? when someone is mad, dose that mean that everything is going bad or wrong. how can i right now at this very moment in time be happy, when the wholeworld is crashing down around me. my world has really came down into pieces, and then someone set thoses pieces on fire, but im kinda happy right now. i feel kinda bad that im happy, when i know that everyone eles in my family is surffering. right now i just feel so alone. like i ahve the best of friends, that anyone could ask for,but forsome reason talking to them dose not help me anymore. i dont know if its me or if my problems have gotton to big. i just feel so alone, but i feel so happy at the same time, i ahve so many things going for me right now, but so manythings are going wrong, and now thw bad is over coming the good.

how do you know when they have givin up??

im sittin here on my floor listing to music. its 10:43 and my mom has been up for the past 3 hours, and has not said one word to me yet. i woke up at 6 and went for a run, come home and shower, and is just sittin around. she comes down and starts to yell at me already. she wont look at me, she wont talk to me, the only thing she knows how to do is to yell at me and make me do things. she tells me everything i do is a waste of time, and im going to go no where in life. when your own mother tells you that it hurts cuz like everything i do, i know will help me in someway when im older. i have played soccer for 10 years now and this high school season is going to be our best ever, you know how many games she went to of mine, she has been to one of my games. and thats only cuz my dad went. its now so bad when it gets to the point when they lie to me saying the car is not home, so i ahve to find a ride home, but when i get home the car is sitting in front of the house. i dont know if they are just getting lazy or if its just me, have they givin up on me. BUT me being me, most of you know that i dont show how i feel, i dont act how i feel, and i dont need anyone there for me, i can get where i am going, with people behind me, or i can do it alone. it really dose not hurt me

my sperm donner

when people here me say something like " i have to call my sperm donnor". they freak out not know what it is im talking about. my so called real father left my mom when i was little. he was not in my life, he was not there when i won my first game, or my first day of school, or anytime i ended up in the hosiptal. i dont really think he can be called my dad. my so called step dad has been there for me all my life. since the day i was 18 months old, he was there. hes held me when i cryed, he helped me beat up my 3 older brothers, and i know he loves me and cares for me. to me the title "dad" has to be earned. not givin. so for my reason i call him my sperm donner cuz to me he is nothin more then that.

my book everyone should read.

My Sisters Keeper

This book is the only book, over 300 pages that i have read from cover to cover. by page 75 of this book i was crying. i feel in love with the people in this book and i thought that i was there and not reading this.

when an older sister has cancer, an older brother is forgotton, and the only reason you are a live is to keep your sister a live would you be able to live with that??

when ann the youngest sister truns 13 she gets a law suit against her parents, she trying to becom medical emancipated. her doing this she did not really know what she was getting her self into.

For some part of the book it tells us of a broken family, and how it becomes more broken and then come back together. In the end things trun out totaly differnt then anyone would ahve thought.